How I Finally Got To Know My Body

Written by Deanne Caputo, Registered Yoga Teacher 500hr Level

This would sound like a reasonable statement...if I were in my early twenties. But I'm not. I am what I would call "middle-aged". I'm forty-five and a yoga teacher. This seems to be the rub, for most of us yoga teachers and fitness mavens alike. We are desperately trying to master our bodies - whether it's trying to be thin, trying to achieve impressive yoga poses, or just trying to heal. The latter being the most important part - healing. Healing and feeling your best, every single day. So why is it so hard? Why is it so hard to navigate our way to an ideal "healthy" self?

If you are reading this and you are not a yoga teacher, let me tell you a little secret - We yoga teachers feel incredibly self-conscious, embarrassed, and for some I would probably even say ashamed. Especially when we have issues going on with our bodies that we can't fix, identify, or change. Sometimes, these feelings spiral to even deeper thoughts of inadequacy because we want to be authentic, we want to practice what we preach, and we want to be the one who has the answers.

A year ago, in lieu of trying to self-diagnose some said embarrassing malady, I stumbled upon a promotion on one of my favorite websites for delicious recipes and Ayurvedic information - Joyful Belly. They were advertising a forty-week program, a 500-hour certification for a Master's in Ayurvedic Digestion and Nutrition. Wow, I thought, how lucky are these people that are going to spend the next year traveling through their entire digestive system, discussing and learning about how everything works! Then the next few weeks this ad kept revealing itself to me, it kept showing up whenever I was on my computer. Each time I thought, "Wow, lucky people!" Finally, that little voice inside whispered, "This can be you!" So I did it. I sent in my application.

Waiting for acceptance is always hard. I was waiting to find out if I was accepted into the program. There's something very interesting about "the waiting". The waiting reveals your true feelings, whether you really want it or not. And oh boy I really did! I love to be a student. I love to learn most anything when it comes to yoga and Ayurveda. And Ayurveda is one of the main perspectives of this program. It's the clinical assessment and philosophy through which we would be looking at digestive disorders in the body. Ayurveda, an over 5,000 year old holistic approach to health and well being, believes that all disease is rooted in a misguided appetite. That's profound, because appetite can refer to everything that we are hungry for.... Everything!

So yes, I was indeed accepted into the masters program at the Joyful Belly Institute. The next forty weeks my new classmates and I, under the guidance and with the wisdom of our beloved teacher John Immel, wandered through the entire path of the digestive system, from the mouth all the way down.

What did I learn? I learn a lot! I learned how:

• To begin to recognize the signs of digestive imbalance, before it becomes a problem
• To recognize the deeper meanings of food cravings and how to manage them in a healthy way
• To really actually feel how different foods affect me, from the fluids in body
• How to feel and identify what foods are serving my body and which ones are not
• Adjust my eating to accommodate any lifestyle implications (such as travel and seasonal changes)
• How to put together signs and symptoms to recognize digestive pathology disorders
• How to treat and cure my own personal "issues" - this one was a really big plus!
• To create simple home remedies, to create "medicine" with things that are at hand and close by
• How to listen to a client with compassion and care
• How to implement the information I learned in a clinical setting, and the confidence to put all my new knowledge to use

I wish that everyone could go through this program and learn the profound, yet really simple, things I have learned about my body. I wish that this vital education, of how the body works and how to create healing changes, were offered in our school systems so that all people could move into adulthood with healthy "appetite" for life. Leave a Comment / Question